Nope, its not. You had been lied to.
Yes, each new day in suburbia brings with it a new set of lies. The
worst are the ones we tell ourselves right before we fall asleep.
We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy, or that
he's happy. That we can change, or that he will change his mind. We
persuade ourselves that we can live with our sins, or that we can
live without him. Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to
ourselves in a desperate, desperate hope that come morning - it
will all be true.